There’s a possibility for something grateful
Yet there’s a possibility it’s something fatal
I’m scared of ending up alone again
Cause if I’m on my own what happens then
I’ll grow used to it and reject society
Multiple things I’d sink into, a variety
Deeper depression, needing confession
Lacking connection, though alone in a session
Of my own kind of therapy, taking false clarity
I’ve got no insurance, rid of my management
Wanting reassurance, achieved abandonment
I woke up gasping for air
Had a dream that you weren’t there
Got bored and left me by my lonely
I’d cry but, hey that’s the old me
I’m so broken up and I’ve broken down
I can smile all day cause really I’m a clown
Such a lover boy, yet seen as a *** toy
Heartbroken but that’s okay
I’ll be alright someday
If heavens real, god put extra locks up for me
A place so pure, I couldn’t possibly be
I tried to find my place but I don’t belong
Wish someone could prove me wrong
I’m happy for a bit, with my friends it’s lit
But when I’m on my own, it feels like I’m gone
Like no one really cares
Cried out, no one answered my prayers
I’m aware, I have to prepare, life isn’t fair
Watch what I share, because loyalty is rare
You can be broke, even if you’re a billionaire