There’s a possibility for something grateful Yet there’s a possibility it’s something fatal I’m scared of ending up alone again Cause if I’m on my own what happens then I’ll grow used to it and reject society Multiple things I’d sink into, a variety Deeper depression, needing confession Lacking connection, though alone in a session Of my own kind of therapy, taking false clarity I’ve got no insurance, rid of my management Wanting reassurance, achieved abandonment I woke up gasping for air Had a dream that you weren’t there Got bored and left me by my lonely I’d cry but, hey that’s the old me I’m so broken up and I’ve broken down I can smile all day cause really I’m a clown Such a lover boy, yet seen as a *** toy Heartbroken but that’s okay I’ll be alright someday If heavens real, god put extra locks up for me A place so pure, I couldn’t possibly be I tried to find my place but I don’t belong Wish someone could prove me wrong I’m happy for a bit, with my friends it’s lit But when I’m on my own, it feels like I’m gone Like no one really cares Cried out, no one answered my prayers I’m aware, I have to prepare, life isn’t fair Watch what I share, because loyalty is rare You can be broke, even if you’re a billionaire