I always feel like such a disappointment.
I'm never going to be good enough.
I'm worthless,
Powerless,
Always second best.
I know how it feels to be alone,
I live it everyday.
I know how it feels to be broken,
I feel it everyday.
I know how it feels to be hated,
I see it everyday.
And when you say I don't know what it's like,
I almost laugh a little inside.
If you really knew me,
You would see how damaged I am.
How it feels to be abandoned,
Unloved,
Judged,
Under appreciated.
I am the epitome of messed up.
So don't tell me I don't know how it feels,
Because
Trust me,
I do.