there was no wordplay between us, on point of fact, anything more leading to full conversation between us-over the years as the words became less and less knowing ourselves; as we do, in the silence explicit between us-felt reassuring, as a blanket to cover us up; it was what we wanted, craved, coveted, expected of ourselves until the day, you came to me, knelt down with your hand on my knee, and began to cry still born tears I knew then, our silent world would be shattered without any words or objections, I held you; felt your heart beat with mine we stayed that way as the day melted into night.