The merging of all The detainment and my spirit So aloof That the retention of my feelings finding a way to fly! An aesthetics of being alone And whatever the label you put on it Creates disaster When u hit with tha faces of crowd! O Lord, when is that day? Is there even a day? This distribution to me is so hazy In comatose state I feel dizzy! Enrage the fire of anger But dnt belittle me, In the name of that love That never existed Tapering to the slightest of stir! This is what i look like When i trip on my heels and my feet bleed, This is what who i am A neglector of the pain, going on in heaps. This is my friend the real face of me Who pretends to be a reader but lost in the mountains of seas. O yes, delusional is what they call it I say, no **** no, this is what i describe it as Me!