it is of common knowledge that farewells are part of the battle and we are merely casualties at the sidelines of the war we glance at our mothers waving their tear stained white handkerchiefs and we try to seem whole as we are rushed away in trains crowded with judgment the screech a relief to absent mind ears so begins the journey and ends the plight the heart grows fonder once the beloved is no longer in sight and perhaps once one is lightyears away we can begin to heal wounds we've stitched with contempt and dismay hurt weaved into the foundation of us we are what we make of this one can accept the bitterness or shatter the glass separating them from themselves and start anew on green grass and clear blue skies we promise ourselves and the world who fed us and clothed our backs that we will make use of this time this hurt will mean something rebuild what once was goodbye