I'm a monster Singing dark lullabies Fighting and arguing with myself Writing letters to the devil Quick grab me a shovel Bout to hit up a funeral Is this area vacant? **** it I'm a burry my issues here Load up on dip and beer Load up the pick up Shoveling to deep Emotions going down beneath I'm a mental monster Hey there innocence This is your funeral What times the wake? You about to break! STOP! Hey Nel, Welcome to hell Your deepest fear came true Now look at you Bagged up eyes Slit up thighs Whats next burn marks or bruised up knuckes Don't forget to stay in your own bubble dictionary I felt a little defiant Wanted to stay noncompliant Contemplaring war Assertive and coming for more Got neurotic Now I'm ready to go to sleeeeep!