I feel empty and alone Maybe that's the way it should be With only myself left To watch over me I don't know what's left to say I've loved you every single day But love and life Ain't got a whole lot to do with me So I write another book Take another job Lose my ******* self In the workahol Another sleepless night Another deadline to write I'm killing myself In the only way that people praise Suicide isn't quick Now it takes forty years Eleven left to go, I guess