Dear siblings of mine, I wish I was a better brother Especially towards you viv You've had it the worst I always tried to take care of you forst I've had nightmares about me hirting the hell out of you **** man I hate myself for what i put you through Man DJ I've hurt you too and for that I'm sorry It'll be a bless to get forgiveness I'm so caught up in agaony I ******* forgot how to be happy especially for others because I'm still selfish Yaya I wish I could of been there Especially when you'd call **** man I'm the worst and all I'm a bad brother I wish I can accomplish **** to be better I'm so disgusted with myself