Hey Dad,
Sorry I don't call back
Just know I'm here
About to grab a cold beer
It's the aggressive temporary hatred I fear
I wish I wasn't so ****** up
Especially when I turn suicidal
But just know its only for a minute
Hopefully I will be able to quit
Just isn't how I envisioned it
But with this **** I just wanted a little bit
Dad you've been my hero
I wanted to be just like my dad
But then I drowned and lived in the dark past
I'm fine.