Just because I act fine,
doesn't mean I'm happy.
Stop fooling yourself my dear society !
I'm tired of pretending everything I'm not,
I've no shoulder to lean on.

Locking myself, trying to cry,
but today, the tears just don't come out of my eyes.
I don't know why ?
Maybe because I'm used to it ?

Staring at my room's wall blindly,
and I can feel my heart getting into pieces,
and no hope to pick and fix it.
I wish I could scream, but I'm helpless.
I'm not sad but,
angry on myself for feeling this way.

Hurting myself but,
hiding my scars by wearing long sleeves n hoodies and jackets.
It's not that no one asked me if I was okay,
but the truth is that,
no one really cared.
No one really wanted to know what's going on with me everyday.

And this situation forced me to pretend things in front of everyone.
Can anyone just teach me how to express these feelings into words ?
Because deep down,
this rough phase of life hurts !