an orange in the morning yellowy sunlight sets through the clouds, blueing up the sky gets the green in another dimension gets an evening red that glows up trees in Mondrian's blue and violet. But the moment I open my eyes I feel the winter grey I'm not good at. The desert deserting the ocean. The gusts and waves through a coat. So in black I draw the shades around the heart, heeding for the white light of Sun and Moon discs always. The stars out of reach, one can only see the seven rainbow colours through the water drops once a strange new day has begun once the sand dunes start to move. I cannot control foreshadows I cannot measure the shifts of dunes.