Jan 2020
It's not that I'm overly dramatic in intense situations.
It's not that I think too highly of myself with my nose in the air.
It's not that I put others before myself as a distraction.
It's that I feel so much all at once that I can't regain control of my emotions and what I want.
It's that I stay quiet and continue to move forward with a trail of blood filling my footsteps.
It's that I don't want to be a burden and try not to make others feel responsible for me feeling broken.
It's not that I think too highly of myself with my nose in the air.
It's not that I put others before myself as a distraction.
It's that I feel so much all at once that I can't regain control of my emotions and what I want.
It's that I stay quiet and continue to move forward with a trail of blood filling my footsteps.
It's that I don't want to be a burden and try not to make others feel responsible for me feeling broken.
I wish I was able to make up my mind in the drop of a dime. I'd save so much goodness that's being lost from my life.
