You could take it all away right now. With one singular buzz of my phone you could stop my anger from boiling over and my thoughts from imagining you with her. I'm waiting restlessly and angrily at 2:59 a.m. wondering where the ******* are and hating your lack of vacancy and loving every single part of you. You are so beautiful to me and I need to know I have to know that when I get like this, punching walls at 3:00 a.m. that you'll come out of the shadows and stop me. I need you to grab me and hold me until I'm okay again. You can stop me, but you are the only one at 3:02 a.m.