i carefully cut branches from a cherry tree its blooms in all stages first vibrant red buds aching to erupt and then pinked full, open with petals that flutter in a warm breeze until the white comes with age in wisdom and prepared to relinquish all these three sprigs I weave together graft and plant until none could tell one from the other
when it grew with posture that could catch the exhales of all the men taller than me i clipped another branch bigger than my thumb and began to whittle an instrument strong enough to grace with charming melody the sweet aroma the shade the blossom pressings that now adorn my wall and with each stroke and shaving peeled i realized that i was reaching your core and that soon you would splinter break even so i got to the heart of you and stayed there shaving a finer point until i could poke myself and draw blood