hasn't been around here in weeks.
haven't seen her around.
      that desk sits empty and that grade slips lower.
will never be able to make up for time lost,
will not be seeing that 3.0 this semester.

hasn't been the easiest thing to **** off,
haven't come back to end this until now.
     I walked in that door knowing I came to say goodbye.
will never be able to see you how I used to, after this.
will not make this any harder on myself.