Oh God, oh God, oh God! What have you done to me? You've denied me of my own body. I am not in control. I am suddenly dependent on someone who will inevitably break my heart. Don't break my heart. Why have you don't this? At the end of the day all I have is me. All anyone has is themselves, and you've made that not enough for myself anymore. At the end of the day, lying in bed I am not enough, because suddenly I want you, need you next to me, and its torture.