11: 41 My step father yells at my mother, she yells back 11:46 They do not catch me on the bottom step listening like a child, ear to the wall 11: 52 The floor creaks and my hands find themselves in the top drawer, third to the right, mamas dresser 11: 55 The game begins and two fierce blades are extracted 11: 58 Peach, silver, crimson. Peach, silver, crimson. Peach, silver, crimson. 12: 06 I am still not asleep and I will not sleep not now or ever again.