When I was young it was all about finding the perfect guy
Homosexuality never came to mind
And looking back
I wonder if I knew the signs
Catholic teachings
What I thought was love
But really teaching lies
You see I always thought I was normal
Until these feelings grew
Not so formal
I used all the excuses
It's a phase
I'll grow out of it
I know who I am
I know what I was taught
Hiding behind all the fears
Wondering if people could tell
Wondering if they could see what I feel
Hiding behind what everyone considered normal
I mean look
Look at these people
I can't be one of them
I know my religion
I kept hiding behind what everyone considered normal
Until I realized
Normal does not mean straight
And weird does not mean gay
And just because that's how you feel
Doesn't make it right
Even though I would rather want to be weird than normal
Because your idea of normal
Just. Isn't. Me.
And if you don't like that
Well... I'm not sorry