To drown in the void; a steadfast oxymoron But I am struggling to stay afloat My limbs lack sensation, mockery of my mind Vocal cords cut, stolen that night in the snow Carried to the cosmos on an angels back Helen, how you torment me! A thousand whispers, torrential and coaxing To find silence would be all end all; greatest defeat But what a warrior I found in you, Quiet and it's little reverie Infinite; feeling as though I should explode The quickness of newly discovered emption uncontainable But in solidation I am weak, without your armed defences And Helen is touching my skin again