What are you? How do you fit in my life?
You fit everywhere but never in the present
Future please hurry I want to be whole

I crave you always dear friend, I never stop
As I lie and say I have no hope left
It's when I find hope growing inch by inch
Liar I may be but never hopeless

Slowly and fast and alternating
Caos is vicious stopping my attempts

Please head, you know how I'm growing older
Please do not pretend, let my heart take over