You mustn't take the blame. Don’t you ever feel ashamed. I will never be the same. Let me go, I never felt oh so cold. I’ve never been so alone. I cant see, so just take my hand and lead. Why cant I love you. I just miss you. Why cant I sleep when your not next to me. I just feel so restless. I’m just so breathless. You took my heart and fixed it. Now you just ripped it. I want you back. It will never last. You just took everything. If you thought. You were the everything. Forever must I rest. To you this was our last goodbye. I just wanna forever cry. I love you, but do you feel so much pain within. I hope you love me too, for I am ******. How could god forsake me, I’ve chosen the demon. I’m planning my demise. I’m sorry for my treason. For what I did, the chains are binding. Forever tightening. Deaths grip is hurting me. Don’t you DARE leave me! You loved. You punished. You have killed. All innocence left is corrupted. Like a murky gas and its fumes. Nothing is left. Just the lust I still have for you. For whatever I do. Just know I still love you.
All of these words are real. Not a fake. All of these words have a meaning. Love, lust,and blood.