How can a moment so calm become this chaotic. I never thought our downfall would be narcotics. Why is this surprising, after so many years? My hero has been disappeared. Why does she need that pill? We all suffer the pain she's trying to ****. This house is tainted, anger's easily riled. She got what she wanted, I never got be a child. Any identifiable traits of humanity are gone. To pain pills I am now a pawn.