he told me to fall, back into him. but when i tried his face twisted in disgust, and he told me i was insane. he told me he'd be gentle, but he would turn around and grab me by the arm, and leave bruises, big purple bruises that i had to explain, why they were in the shape of a hand print. he said he cared, and that i could always trust him, hold him near, have his love. but he must've told that to all the other girls too.