to be quite honest,
i've never felt this way before.
and this seems odd because i've had
boyfriends in the past
short-term, long-term,
nice ones, mean ones,
young ones, old ones,
but my heart has never thumped this loudly
while waiting for a text
my grin has never been this wide
while talking on the phone
and my head has bombarded me with thoughts of
countless boys before,
but this time, i haven't figured out
how to stop thinking about you