(Staring blankly at the keyboard) Type ! Type ! Type you *****. Spill it out. Really , a lazy *** I am. Challenges to conquer. Roads to be walked, and I find myself alone. People and their prejudices. People with their emotions and mannerisms. People with a lousy will. Surround me. I am tensed, yet I look them in the eye. The confidence of my youth fills my head with a jelly. I feel like a reed in the wind. Swaying harshly,yet standing.