So far my life has been hell,
The worst part is nobody knows,
They all see me as this happy kid always smiling and laughing,
But really all I want too do is **** myself,
Nobody knows the real Angel they just know the cover up,
One day I'm just gonna give up end all my misery and pain,
I try my best to help everybody but nobody is ever there too help me when I need them,
I'm at war with myself every time I cut every time I try to end all this is when I'm losing the war,
I'm slowly being pushed to the edge and when I get to the end I will end all this,
The world would be better off without me anyways,
I'm nothing special just another suicidal kid,
I just want to be happy again