I don't want to be striking, I don't want to be mesmerizing and please do not throw “hot” at me . I don't want the recognition you give those girls, so easily so routinely . . so frequently . tell me your reason for this all of it maybe it's good . probably it's devastating . and maybe I won't question anymore I'll stop challenging I'll giggle and agree (like you want) I'll be so very much like those remarkable girls .