Walking along an empty street I'm with you, you're with me Your jacket keeps me warm My hand keeps you near
When it's quiet When we are just on our own I can feel you there even when I'm awake Your smile is a fire that keeps me calm You breath is a lullaby and I can sing along You touch is beacon and I'm searching
It's when the people come near It's when the crowds set in I notice how unnoticed you are You aren't real
I'm suffocating, there's no air There's no way for me to be okay I need to sleep, I need to dream I need to see you again
Then a reverie washes over me like a tidal wave You whisper that this is okay They'd think I was lost, crazy, absurd You understand, you help me cope You're how I make it through You remind me to think You remind me to breathe
It's when my strongest part falls to pieces It's when she can't stand to take the beatings That's when you show up That's when I can come clean
Someday maybe you'll fade Just not today Let me sleep a little longer Let me dream until this is over
This was written on December 16, 2009. Title inspired by the song Born In The Wrong Body.