I think about this girl all the time Most of these poems are dedicated to her And I'm so grateful that her parents decided to play it free Because it produced this beautiful young lady The only thing left that can inspire me You see, life is a dark meaningless pit for me Depression a beast I can't put back on the leash It took control years ago, leaving this broken son Basically brain dead, unable to have fun Enjoyment doesn't come to me, all I know is pain So when I met this girl, my mind was blown It rearranged everything I thought I knew about this game For the first time ever, hope was present Death not so inviting, life worth living Something to look forward every day, giving me a reason to get up in the morning Breaking the constant cycle of sadness and mourning Her smile? Golden And hugging her was my only heaven on Earth The embrace of someone you loved, it can cure you of any hurt So when the thoughts come back And I'm chilling with those pills I tell her I love her, she says it back And I manage to survive a little longer in this world