bobby's mind wanders his momma said hes a good boy but he has grown to be an old man now and there is nobody left to gauge if hes still good or not he gathers himself in the bus stop corner out of the rain
he scans the ground for dropped coins and his gaze falls on a crumpled bright paper one corner shows a crinkled face its a sinister face he unfolds it and unfolds the paper too
all the years fall away from his eyes troubles slip away into the darkness all the things that he should have, could have, disappear
the paper leads him to the tower and the wretched machine spins slowly back to life he takes his place in the dusty room slowly turning the hand crank unfolding two hundred sinister faces unleashing two thousand bare feet knuckling the threadbare carpet leading to sunshine
it isnt what you think that traps you its what you feel its the past you have not faced and defeated its the things you fear its what they make you feel
unfolding two hundred sinister faces and they feed on his weakness by making him feel strong eats at the scarred surface of his soul
part two of "100 sinister faces" which i wrote 5 days ago...but the poems dont really have much in common..about two very different subjects... they are, if you will pardon the pun, two faces of the same words.