Is it really that awful? Can it be that bad? Do I have to walk away or can I try and stand
through the pain of it all
thought the suffering
through the lies
Lies to each other lies to ourselves. Never underestimating the power of a fake smile
always shutting out the doubt
but in the dark where it has time to grow its growling, laughing, mocking words become louder than any hope I had
And now it's gone.