defective, with every ancient deceit a terbaulant calm within me rages and I leap from a great hight into a shallow abyss where lurk the stains you cannot see that creep in this petty place where the speech of those who speak lays open like a drawer of stained knives and a stone terrain of thought recollects the gestures made where a confrontation with a corresponding fictionalization places one in an unquantifiable location