Stop ******* saying I'm mad I said I was cool with it. You're making this a big deal when I'm being chill about it. I've had enough problems in my life lately and I'm not letting this get to me. Those feelings and nightmares are for At night, not now. So, lets stay friends, I'm sick of fighting. I gave up and You let someone in. I'm proud of you. I just am selfish and Wish that it wasn't him.