Whenever you are around me I melt. Its hopeless but I will admit to it. There are so many conflicting ways it happens: Splashing into a puddle of anguish and insecurity Or dripping like the sweet honey your words leak into my heart. I just want to be cupped into your loving hands And stay there until I evaporate, Disappearing from the gaze of your eyes like ocean water Where I want so badly to be washed out at sea.