he is leaving again
like the first time, I
am not buried in his
shirts anymore, his
hair is cut, his arms
are stained and I am
still fervently angry
without knowing why
why, why, and worst
of all I do not know
where I am going or
who i am meant to be
and it is all very awful
he's leaving, and I want
him to forget about me
please just forget about

me.