When you broke hearts
The pain was so beautiful
Casual sèx staring at your tattoos was usual
Your eyes were too bright
I would stare too long
And always got high
I could love you forever
You loved me at night
But it always felt right even though it was wrong
You said you lived best when you couldn't feel at all
You made me hit you til you were numb
The only way you could cùm
Was by not getting too involved
But that was okay
No strings attached
Until one day
You asked about my back
You'd uncovered thread
When you dug in and scratched
That's how deep it was
When you drew blood
I never wanted it back
But I knew right then you were an unattainable addiction
That could never feel the love even from the mirror
So I never voiced how I felt

But I still hope you feel this.