I'm looking inside now for the hope to go on I am looking for reasons for something inside that makes it okay I can't shake this feeling it's all going to fade I can't keep on faking, that I am alright, the light's been fading it started so bright I am looking for switches or fuses or wires something to lead me to where it all starts If I can just find it the heart or the soul and see what is broken duct tape it up or patch it together