tossing and turning
in the deepest hours
of the longest
nights

dreams that can never
come true forever
filling her fragile
mind

clogging up her
restless mind with
false hope and
sadness

clinging onto delusions
that will never be fulfilled
because it's all she has
now

she hangs onto a
promised land that
will simply never
exist

why? because those
desires are the only thing
that can make her
happy