I believe in who you are. I double back the circles on your skin from the scars. I believe in who you are.
I render myself speechless your face gets stuck in my jaw when I try to breathe through all the things I'm scared to ask you, but already know the answer to. I've trusted the luck that brought me to you. I've been wrong. But your soft look is enough to make me think I've never been more right before.
I smashed your honesty once. I captured it between an endless night and a short coming morning, let you have what I told you to take. Gave up the strength I structured. I broke open my mouth so the cacophony of all the missing you I'd be doing, all the loving I always had, could be heard through your covered ears, could be listened by someone I always thought recognized me.
Then you ran, and I was here waiting for you to come back.
But I can't ask you about that. You're lips splice the seconds I have to interrupt your pleading for my discontinued existence in your life. You make me afraid to be somebody, because I've become so passionate about losing you that I'm scared to be who I am without you being a part of it.
So I'll keep being that backboard, keep ******* back my confessions. and I'll always believe in who you are. I double back the circles on your skin from the scars. I believe in who you are.