Adrenaline gripping me Desperation settling Aftershock recollection Magnificent desolation I plead with myself Don't think about the crash, The broken memories need rest, Or the rush Like a roller coaster ride Yet I'm still alive In wonder I have briefly touched the edges of Hell Yet I survived I've bottomed out and crashed Welcomed death with blurry whiplash Yet my lungs are still contracting Twice in three days I have uttered my last words Yet I'm still breathing I'm still alive I survived I have cheated death So for now I am happy to lie and rest Honestly, I am to happy just to breathe For surely (In the future) Death will want revenge on me.