I'm unable to ask for help
What if I'm turned away?
Can't take rejection
So in this situation I'll stay
My fear of being ignored
Outweighs this pain
What choice do I have?
Feels like I'm going insane!
Why am I so stubborn?
Is this the price I'll pay?
Think everything is Black and White
Need to dissect the Grey
"God help me perfect this on my own!"
It will be my Salvation, at the end of the day