Should i just give up?
Lose hope at the drop of a hat?
I feel like we were so close,
too close even,
to act like strangers.

Even through it all,
I would take you back in a heartbeat.
Clean you up,
hold you,
protect you,
love you like I should of.

Maybe blaming myself
isn't the right thing to do,
but i feel like if i don't
you'll never come back to me.

You made my deepest fears come true.
and for that i hate you.
but I can never stop loving you.