my mind is weary that it has painted every blushing cheek that I have ever kissed every pair of lips I may have dreamt them up but with each heavy thought I sink deeper in my flesh and I'm deep with you we need a new head rush a vacation for a daze or two we'll lay sand at the bedside and find that each morning's an ocean and the tide will tell us how the future doesn't exist maybe my brain will grow fonder of what my heart likes