I remind myself as I stare through the blue water blemished by floating small objects that I don't want to know what they are It is me, who once again, will save myself, and take a turn, and I am determined, that after I slog through this stinking muck and have washed off, and have recovered from the fatigue of escape there are fair days to come, days which open out to me now as the beach dunes near where I will live, stretch out into the distance, forever shrouded in gentle fog and my cell phone area code, my home area code, will again match my locale and I'm no gangster, but this simple fact, represents returning to hope and strength and sanity on my Earth and better days are to come, I know