I am off again. Off to enjoy the dead livings of old civilization. If you wish you will find me in the woods up to my neck in mud and sweat: smiling. I will pan for gold at the banks of untouched river runs and the bottom of gushing waterfalls. I will hunt beautiful beasts with black coats and empty bellies from a winters sleep. I'll sit huddled around fire that dances in an iron bellied stove warming my hands and drying my rain soaked feet. I have no wish to leave this kind of life. I will return with heart uplifted by accomplishment and my hands covered in scars. I will have made my mark on the land the hawks circling above for the creatures smoked out by the fire in my lungs.