I was sitting at a wedding
Tonight.
Watching everyone laugh
Smile
And take pictures of the night.
I looked around,
Even got up,
Walked to the door
And sighed.
I wanted to walk outside and
Get hit by the Black Sonata
Heading my way.

Just as I was heading out the door
The Pastor grabbed my shoulder
And asked me if I was okay.
I told him I wasn't sure.
He told me to sit down,
Pray,
And see why God was up for saving me.

Instead I just went to the bathroom and
Tried not to throw up everything I ate.