Palembang, 19 April 2012

A long ago ...
I see beautiful person on screen
Friendly smile, hazel green eyed
As I saw you since that day, I want to see you any longer
Everyday, I see you, with or without turn on the screen
I paced back and forth and smiling
It was felt like I lose my brain
I can't think anything, anyone but you
I went home from school to turn on the screen, to see you
You are the shadow whom I hug when night fall
And you are the first thought in the morning when I woke
Happily I declared to the world, that I am falling for you


Right now ...
I wanna cry, remember those faces
Face of you and her are spinning around my head
I can't forget that smiles for the rest of my life
As I paced back and forth all this time, I couldn't understood
How can I falling for you?
You are someone I don't know anything about
You are like a strangers came to my life, forcibly grabbed my heart, without you knowing it
How dare I save this love only for you? Without sharing with others?


In another day I could see
She look so beautiful in White, pink roses are in her hands
As you looking in her eyes so deep, she smiling on you
People thinking that you both are matching bride, and hoping all best for you both
Somewhere far far away I only can see the bride standing in front of you
She thank God for a man she had now


For forever and all the questions
When can I claim you as mine?
When can I say that I'm exist because of you?
When can I say that I'm where you belong?
When can I listen the vow you made for me?
When can I stop this hurt feelings?
I wanna cry but I couldn't
I wanna smile but I'm so hurt
I wanna laugh but it's so painful
I stop doing anything, I'm not focus
Too busy with this feelings