I don't know what to do
These emotions are tearing me apart
I hate this
My skin is haunting
My tears never dry
And my heart feels like it's shattered into a million little pieces
I hate this world
Being human
Illness
Emotions
Complications
Why?
I would rather be dead
I deserve to die
I hurt someone I loved
Burned bridges that can never be repaired
Gave up on life
All I want now is to be happy
Just for a second
I miss being happy
Happy...
I can't remember ever being happy
Is that an emotion that people can still feel?
I can't

~August 9th 2012~