Nothing left in me is logical. I have now become dark and all things methodical. Sadistic in the depths of my very own mind. Slipping away and trying to find. Caught between whats never not. Penetrating tears that I forgot. Only at first feeling the pain. Letting it slowly drive me insane. Needing now only to run.... From all I've said and all I've done I no now there will be no relief. As you all stand around me in disbelief. You give your reasons as I shed mine..... Seaping in the cold and being unkind! Disturbing thoughts that will never fade away. Making me breath though yet another day. My sacrifice known all to well........... With my soul on fire,burning here in this hell.