he swore to try and love God for me dragged his knuckles on my driveway and said he was planning on giving up some of those things anyway but I know better, I know it's not that easy and that he still talks to those faces because these people are only bad to me, and not to him, never to him, because he only ever tried to recognize the bad for me, but every thing was just an act. Why is every thing just an act just silly promises that no one ever really means.